sentiments of sick person:(

Days had passed and I thought I was fine. Never did I imagine that I will be stuck in front of this computer when in fact I should be cramming with quizzes at school. I kept on telling myself that I’m ok – ayus lang- , I stayed believing that I can flip back to my normal routine, I kept denying - but the truth is : I am not, I Can’t.

It’s not good that I am sick; I feel like I am numb. It’s not good staying home all day long; I feel tired even more. It’s not good being deficient at school: I feel hopeless and distracted…It’s not good to suffer this way, it isn’t.

A day from now, I’ll celebrate my 18^th year of existence here on earth or should I say I will mourn over it. I’m still sick. This will be the worst birthday, I suppose. I really want to be in school at Thursday but I have to admit that I can’t. Maybe, this just calls for family celebration – if there is! Whether there is or none, I’m still thankful. Thankful In a way that GOD still permits me to perceive sunshine. Thankful in a way, that he still gives me time to thank people and apologize (thank you and sorry). Thankful in a way that he consents me to enjoy every bit of my life while it lasts - coz no one knows what will happen next L

I am not expecting any gift or celebration in my coming birthday, I just want all to be happy and everything else will be fine! I must be grateful enough that I already reached this age of maturity.

*live life to its fullest, I will...BEAR WITH ME!

* I miss you and will miss you guys.SEE YOU SOON.aja!

*neamItahwwonkouy,senilneewtebsithdaerohwesohtot